"Have you ever considered suicide?" - wilde flower

Once or twice, yes. But, I have never attempted suicide. I like to think that if I ever decide to kill myself, I would do it without hesitation or regret. I know at least a few different ways to do it, even in the most restrictive, so-called “suicide watch”, circumstances. I've been placed on “suicide watch” three times since my arrest, but all three times were for “stupid” reasons that had nothing to do with any thoughts on my part about suicide (for example, I wrote two Christian friends and asked them not to write me anymore because I felt our friendship had stagnated because of their Christian motives for writing; and I was placed on “suicide watch” because someone thought I was telling them “goodbye” for other reasons.