Thursday, December 22, 2016

"Is there anything that can be done in prison, among death row prisoners, that could curb the recidivism rate of those getting out and improve life for those who won't?" --- K.B. of TN

This question kind of confuses me. Isn't "recidivism" for prisoners released from death row almost zero? If it's not, then I would appreciate a little education myself on this (I can't simply ask, "Okay Google..."). And since I don't know about recidivism for death row prisoners I can't answer your question in such regard. But, I can say generally, and with some knowledge, that ordinary education has been consistently shown to significantly reduce recidivism for all crimes (including "sex crimes"), even when the education was compulsive.

When I was in prison in the 1990s, I did a research paper on this subject for a college class (which I had paid for privately in order to complete an A.A. degree before my release). I got most of my information from the files of the Education Director at TRCC in Washington state. He had compiled a considerable amount of information from numerous studies (paid for by various agencies both for and against education in prisons) in support of an ill-fated attempt by the Correctional Education Association (C.E.A.) to promote more spending on education programs in prison. The C.E.A. proved that even the most conservated estimates of reduced recidivism would save more money on incarceration costs than would be spent on the education programs (i.e. the education programs more than paid for themselves, not to mention reducing crime at the same time).

This has often made me wonder why education programs in U.S. prisons were so dramatically reduced and often even eliminated in the late 80s and early 90s. It makes me suspect that "someone" is more interested in the money that can be made (and IS made) off of incarceration in America (or, as politicians like to call it, "the economic boost").

As for improving the lives of those who are never getting out... Well, we could start by changing the basic view that most people in the U.S. have of prisoners in general. In this country, prisoners are by law considered less human, insofar as they have less rights, not more as is commonly believed, than a "free" citizen. The Supreme Court has ruled that prisoners only have a limited set of the same rights of other Americans guaranteed by the "Bill of Rights" in our constitution. Things like, "limited due process" and "significant loss of liberty interest" are used to define and qualify these "special" rights of prisoners. And when you treat a clearly defined class of people as "less important" than everyone else by legal decry, you should not be too surprised when the people in that "class" as a general rule have little ot no respect for your "laws". So, "recidivism" is effected as well (big surprise).

I refer again to the laws of most European countries, where they learned the hard way what "human rights" are, and why it is so important that they be applied equally to all people, in the last century. In those countries the prisoners have the same full rights as any other citizen. And prisoners consequently retain many of the "privileges" that are routinely stripped from U.S. prisoners, such as computer and Web access; which let the prisoners continue to feel like they are a "part of society", instead of an "enemy". As I've said on this blog before, there is no such thing as "prisoner's rights", only "human rights". In the U.S., we have clearly forgotten (or perhaps never learned) what that means.

[J.D. Dec. 6, 2016]

Thursday, December 15, 2016

"I am a firm believer that socety has a huge hand in the making of murderers, both in society and behind bars. Do you feel this happened in your case?" --- K.B. of TN

Yes, and no. As you probably know from reading the Fifth Nail blog, I'm not into the "blame game". But, like you, I recognize that there are significant societal influences on everyone's behavior (not just "murderers") that are commonly dismissed, if even recognized at all. And yes, I believe these influences played a major role in the historical process that lead up to my crimes (child rapes and murders). In fact, I could not have committed my crimes if not for the social influences. So maybe, "huge hand" is an understatement.

At the time I believe that we are all individually and collectively responsible for what we do. But, I don't believe anyone should ever be blamed. The difference is critical to me, especially if we ever hope to come to an understanding that can prevent this sort of insanity from destroying our world entirely.

Responsibility comes from recognizing how our choices effect our world. Blame is just a way to avoid responsibility by trying to push it off onto someone or something else. Even if we only blame ourselves we are only making an excuse to not be responsible. Saying, "it's my fault" doesn't solve anything, and it usually only ends up just establishing a precedent for more destructive behavior.

So, in a way I agree with your premise about society's role in criminal behavior. But, I focus on the direct implication: We are all responsible when someone in our society commits murder. And only when the majority of us start recognizing and accepting this responsibility will there be any real impact on such crimes. And unfortunately, judging by even the most recent votes in the United States to continue attempting to force blame, by statue, upon precisely those individuals who are the most clueless about what is really happening, or why, the so-called "criminal", I don't see much hope of our society taking "responsibility" any time soon. (Europe on the other hand has apparently learned all this the hard way, which is why they have such dramatically lower crime rates. And the incarceration rates and recidivism rates in most European countries are but a fraction of the same rates in the U.S.A., which anyone can confirm on the Web these days so there's no reason for the mass ignorance in the States, unless of course someone has an interest in such ignorance...)

So, no one is to blame; not the criminal, not society, not even "God" or the "devil". But, we are all responsible. So when a murder, or rape, or whatever happens we should all ask, "Why did WE do it?" not, "Why did THEY?"

[J.D. Dec. 5, 2016]

"Do you think anything could have been done to stop you early on?" --- K.B. of TN

I have tried to answer this same question before (see "Inquiry" question posted July 13, 2015). But, the more I think about it the more convinced I become that it might not even be the right question. It's like asking, "What holds up the Earth?" Any answer only begs the question to be reiterated (e.g. Atlas? Then who's holding him up?) So maybe the best way to answer is to ask, "What are you really trying to ask?"

We know today that nothing "hold's up" the Earth. It is a massive orb that moves in an orbit dictated by various "invisible" forces, primarily gravity. As simple as this common knowledge seems to us, it was once considered "unthinkable" and "evil" to even suggest such things. So maybe the "real" answer to the question here will also seem "unthinkable" or even "evil" to us yet!

I could have been stopped at the age of 16, when I committed my first "offense" (by putting my penis in a 14-year-old boy's mouth) if I had been gassed (put to death) as a "sexual deviant". (That was a very popular "solution" supported widely in very recent history even right here in the United States!) Or, on the other hand, if instead of being labelled a "sexual psychopath" and sent to prison to be beaten and raped (which is what actually did happen) someone could have sat me down and explained to me what sexual urges were, and why I was having them, then that would have most likely (according to numerous studies on juvenile "sex offenders") "stopped" me (from further confused behavior) as well. Of course that would have required viewing my "crime" as an "innocent mistake" and not really a "crime" at all. Kind of like viewing "down" at the result of gravitation, and not someplace "evil" where "sinners" go to burn for all eternity.

[J.D. Dec. 6, 2016]

"What is your wish to have come from your life, and what do you hope to leave as your legacy?" --- K.B. of TN

That's simple: I wish that my life somehow contributes, even if only in a small way, to the evolution of a better, and more "enlightened" world. And as for legacy? My only hope is that I leave this world knowing that I am deeply and unconditionally loved by at least one person other than my own mother.

The future is never guaranteed, in either love or life. So, we should live like there's no tomorrow (without expectation), and love like there's no yesterday (without judgment). When we do, then everything will happen for the best (we evolve): I've seen this over and over with my own "eyes", and it is truly amazing!

[J.D. Dec. 5, 2016]

"Are there specific instances where you can see [how society had a hand in your murders] in your life?" --- K.B. of TN

Absolutely! So many, and obviously (to me at least) that for a long time I just assumed everyone could "see" them and only pretended not to. This gave me (in my past mind) "good reason" to blame society for everything I did. Everyone knows that criminals "blame society" for their crimes all the time. But even the overly dramatized "reasons" for this blame that the "villains" in our books and movies so adamantly rant about can barely begin to express the deeply infuriating reality of what it's like to "see" so plainly what nobody else seems to be able to. I could tell you, for instance, how I was sent to prison as a naive "pretty boy" to be raped, or how I was systematically "brainwashed" into believing that my natural sexual curiosity (as a young teen) was "psychotic" and "sick", or how even after I got out of prison and tried my best to "fit in" I was officially stigmatized and frequently ostracized due to state sanctioned discriminatory social practices. But, unless you were me, all of this and the hundreds of other "specific instances" would just sound like "excuses", which in fact in the end that's all they were. And now, as I watch our system once more invent its own "official" excuses for killing the "monster" that it created, I can only hang my head in confusion and wonder when the insanity will end.

[J.D. Dec. 5, 2016]